so close....

here i am blogging at 12.30am..got to really cherish this time to online as late as i want since there is no class tomorrow!!! whee....!! hehe..i do not have classes on fridays actually but been having extra classes for the past few fridays..but that doesn't mean i have no more extra classes..it's just been re-scheduled..

it's been really tiring for the past few days..was it really tiring or it's just that i've been on holiday for such a long period of time?it's a combination i guess..fallen asleep while watching television many times these days..anyway, that's not the main point here..

today, i had class from 9-11am..then 2 to 4pm..so i went home in between the long break cause i had to fetch my sis to college..it's really scary on the road today..i encountered with SO many close accidents today till i don't know how and which to describe..here are some examples :

-some cars suddenly stopped or went really slow in the middle of the road till i had to make emergency brake..
- some cars come out from another lane all of a sudden without giving any signal till i had to turn the steering so hard to avoid the car..
- some cars stopped in the middle of the road and the door just fling open all of a sudden..how dangerous..
- pedestrians i met were equally insane, crossing the road like nobody's business..
- a car flashed me with high beam light cause i was driving only 60km/h on the right lane..i really tried to change lane but couldn't yet..couldn't he have more patience???

guess that's all i can remember but that's more than enough to make my heart jump out of place or at least increase my heartbeat rate by so much more times..was is really them who are so reckless or was it just me who was day dreaming and got distracted?or was it a combination?i'm not sure but it's surely not all my fault..i really thank God each time i managed to avoid a mishap..i know it's by His grace that i'm safe..not that i have good driving skills or what..i can't imagine what would happen if it's not Him who was protecting me..

sometimes i wonder if it's a reminder from God to remind me about Him when i often forget to pray before i drive..until something bad happens then i'll remember i need His protection...i know i shouldn't be like that..remembering him only in times of trouble..i should rejoice in Him through good times and bad times..i really really thank God his protection..

my life's getting more tiring these days...subjects getting tougher..i squeezed so much brain juice out of my brain during tutorial today till i had headache..i'm getting worried about how to face the exams..yes..have faith and i can do it..i need God's strength to face each day...i can do all things through Christ who gives me strength..

that's all for now...

p/s. driving's fun but it's really scary to be on the road.and it's so fun to stay up late without the need to worry if i can wake up early tomorrow..if i'll have enough energy during lessons..