Miracles Happen...

i first got my add maths paper in school..and guess what?i passed!! lol..i was so surprised that i actually passed..i really expected myself to fail..got a B..not a strong B though..but im thankful enough that i did not fail..just lucky that the questions that i managed to answer were right..physics was after recess...then i told myself..if i pass physics then today is my day..i really have no confidence in passing physics as my calculations were all wrong..and once again miracle happened..i passed...lol..B also..not a good B too but im happy enough..i thought im gonna have two red marks in my report card already..but i passed these two subjects doesn't mean i'm good..cause i only managed to gain marks in those easy questions..lol.and the people in my class are insane..some can even score 100 for add maths..not surprising too...anyway..i'm just so glad and happy i didn't fail..surely God helped me..next i'm worried i'll fail history in school.just finish reading the short notes..no time to read the text book..and tuition add maths test tomorrow..argh!!i kind of forgot a lot of stuff in chapter 2..wanna get this week over as soon as possible..this is a real bad week for me..after friday at 1.10pm,life will be back to quite normal again..can't wait can't wait..hehe..muscles aching after marching and running on monday and tuesday..lack of exercise..lol..anyway..it's getting late..my eyes are shutting too..so i'll just stop here..

P.S. remember, with God, all things are possible =)

Trip to Teluk Intan

i went to visit the palm oil estate in teluk intan today..followed the school trip...organised under biology class...opened to all form 4 biology students..i think this is the 1st time i actually followed a school trip..weird huh?just suddenly felt like going..since it's free of charge..lunch and transport provided..lol..we gathered between 6.30am to 7am in front of the school..3 teachers came along..there were about 55 people i think..so we went by 2 buses..started out journey at about 7.05am..

i sat quite in front and then i realise it was a wrong choice..when i got up the bus..i could hear the radio playing some nice english songs..and all of a sudden an indian girl went to the front and walked back behind..then i heard an indian song..definitely i knew what she did..then i turned to the back..they were dancing away there..my gosh..it was so loud and annoying..and of cause the bus driver wouldn't mind since he's an indian himself.they even brought their own cd..but i cant find any difference in the songs..seems like all the same songs..even my friends said so...same beat..same tune..later i don't know where they got hindi vcd that they actually played it..and 1 by 1 went to the front to watch it..they acted as if the bus was so spacious that they even knocked my head..really noisy.. by the way..majority of the people in the bus were indians..all of a sudden they'll scream for no reason..i wonder what so nice bout those shows..everytime i tried to watch..the man will be singing..every few minutes he'll start singing..or the lady and the man will be staring at each other and talk..isn't that boring?

we arrived teluk intan quite early..maybe around 8 something before 9..but the bus driver lost his way..so at around 9.40am only we arrived at the palm oil estate..from 7am to 9.40am..wow..can actually reach kl already..lol..so the estate manager introduced himself to us..then he started telling us bout how the palm oil seeds are planted..how they watered the plants..showed us how the seeds look like..then he led us to the plantation areas..it was very sunny though..then we were given a piece of cake and a box of drink..

next we proceeded to the oil mill...Golden Hope Sdn. Bhd, 1 of the 24 oil mills in malaysia or where i'm not sure..forgotten..lol..and again we were given a talk about how they process palm oil..the career field of palm oil plantation..the parts and structure of the plam oil fruit and so on..the smell outside the oil mill was terrible..the oil mill manager showed us some slideshows and video and there was a quiz too..whoever answers it gets a prize..the people were shouting and yelling on top of their voices to answer the questions..definitely i couldnt get to answer any as i was not as fast nor as loud as them...lol...next, they led us to the place where they gather all the harvested palm oil fruits..some were ripe..some were unripe and some were rotten..they were divided into many categories..i collected 1 palm oil fruit..i like the colour..it's toned from dark red to yellow...one of my teachers asked the man if it could be eaten raw just like that so he tasted it in front of us and said it tastes like margerine..very oily indeed..

at around 12something..we were given our lunch which were rice,beansprout, a small fish, and curry i thought it'll be very lousy since it was free..afterall it was ok.there were many insects which were so call flies which do not look like flies at all irritating us while we were eating..they were big, long, fat and ugly... after walking around snapping pictures...we were told to queue up to get our souvenirs...we got a small bottle of oil each..bout 500ml in a nice paper bag..then we thank everyone and left the mill..i had a chance to snap a picture with the mill manager..

at first many people proposed to go to town to see the leaning tower..but the bus driver refused to do so as he was not paid to do so..anyway it was getting late..so we started our journey back to school..same environment in the bus as before..as noisy as ever..couldn't even sleep peacefully..all i had to do was just be patient..we arrived school at about 2.45pm..overall the trip was ok despite the hot weather and the noises.it was very tiring too...i learned a lot about how palm oil is processed and so on..but i don't know for how long i will remember what i learned..lol..so here are some of the pictures i snapped at the palm oil estate and the mill..
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this is how they water the plants if you can see how the water is sprayed..but i think the picture is not that clear..


beautiful plants..


the estate manager's house..very nice house...it's like a wooden house inside..


nice bamboo house in the estate..


Golden Hope Sdn. Bhd.




can see the smoke coming out..hehe




crude palm oil and sludge waste


palm shell and palm fibre


sterilised FFB




erm..can't see the lable


abnormal bunches


outside the mill.taken from the bus..hehe

Failure!!

i think im a real failure..i failed 3 papers within 2 days..first physics yesterday.. i don't even know what the question wants..then i went for history tuition and all of a sudden teacher gave us the monthly test..i really didn't read anything..not at all..not a single page..i didn't know there was going to be a test..even if i knew..i don't think i have time to read..i crap like mad in that paper under the structural questions..whatever i can lift from the objective i just take and those i can't find the answers..i just crapped whatever in my head..but most of it i left it blank..can you imagine sitting for history test without revising at all??definitely i won't pass..3rd paper i failed is add maths today..i only did 2 questions out of 5 and i can't guarantee that it's right..each question breaks into a few question so it's not only 5 questions actually and we only had 30 minutes..how can people with slow thinking skills like me finish in time??just had my monthly test at biology tuition just now..i think i did very badly as well..i was probable half asleep when i was doing part of the paper..lol..what i hate most is school and tuition giving test on the same day and different subjects clash togeher..aih...i think there's only 1 word to describe me these two days..FAILURE!!

test test test..

school started again..haih..how i wish i have more holidays.1 week is just too short..started off with chemistry lessons yesterday..sitting in front is extremely scary..first time in 3 months my name was called to answer a question..lol..can be considered very lucky already for the past 3 months..the tip is..don't ever look at teacher when he's asking a question..he'll just point at you..but too bad for yesterday..he had the name list..can't escape anymore..lol..for the 1st time i felt so thankful there's chemistry yesterday..when i went for chemistry tuition..all of a sudden teacher said it's monthly test..luckily what came out was what i just learned in school..otherwise i wouldn't know how to do..lol..all the test are coming..both tuition and school's..haih..so tired..physics tomorrow and i don't think i know anything..history's worse..the worst subject ever..why should we learn history?i don't see a point there..lots of things to read..good thing no homework today..hehe..and i did a very silly thing this morning..i woke up early in the morning and took a shower..and after i came out..i looked at the clock..and guess what?it wasn't even 3am yet!!only almost 3..what in the world woke me up??haha..i have no idea..not the first time though..silly me...i told my friends and all of them were shocked too..anyway..don't know what to write already..just crapping here..

Tuesday...

haih..so fast tuesday already..i think i've wasted these two days holidays..haven't really been doing anything that i'm suppose to do like moral folio..revising for monthly test..haven't started at all..when am i gonna start??this holiday will end in no time.. spm results came out yesterday..yo..make me feel so scared and worried when i see the results..it's gonna be my turn next year..spm is really not easy to score an A..not like pmr..compare pmr and spm..it's like..so what if you scored straight As in pmr?it's nothing compare spm.. i was thinking if i've chosen the wrong stream..hope i can cope with it..it's too late to change my mind now..and today at bm tuition..the teacher was asking us about our dreams..what do we want in future?i just said i don't know when he asked me..i really never really thought of what i realy really want in future..just hate to think far ahead....i know it's bad..really admire people who know where they really wanna go..nevermind..i guess when the time comes..i'll know what i want..i need to get a new phone..but somehow i don't have any dream phones..i love nokia phones but i don't see any nice new models that suits my taste..aih..guess i have to go for other brands..maybe sony ericsson?or samsung?which is better?i don't know but i love nokia best..haih..really don't know..any suggestions?i want a phone which is handy..cute..with radio or mp3 or both..lol..very high demand i have..and if possible below rm1000..guess i still have to look around..

Trip to Penang

just came back from penang just now in the evening..didn't enjoy enough there..how nice if i can go there again..lol..went there late evening yesterday just because my dad wants to join the sudoku competition in mph in jusco..and guess what?we won first prize!!3 people to a team..so my dad,my sis and i took part.both of them are sudoku freaks..not me...we were given 30minutes to complete a puzzle for the first round..then later they realise many teams took a long time to complete it..so they cut the time limit to 20minutes for the second round..we manage to complete it the fastest among other teams..the last puzzle they gave was extremely big..kinda hard to see where the numbers are..it was tough..and all a sudden somewhere went wrong and we had to erase everything and ask for a new sheet.. of course we couldn't complete it within the time given..so they said they'll judge byt he number of correct answers..and then the results were announced..i didn't know so many teams with the surname "lee" took part..lol..so we went to penang immediately after that..checked in sandy bay paradise hotel..the room was very nice..then we went to gurney plaza..walked till most of the shops were about to close and there i found nick chung's old album in artist gallery..finally..i've been looking for it for so long..and the shop was already half closed...something told me that i must go in and search for it.haha..and then today we went to prangin mall..the parking fee is so expensive..1st hour rm1 and after that rm1 for every 30minutes..so couldn't spend too much time there..might be going to school tomorrow..feeling so lazy..lol..wanna play game now..so that's all for now..

FLY-Day aka Funky Friday

it's the so call fly-day and funky friday today according to the radio..lol..i don't see anyone flying..today is a very sad day for all the teachers in my school..my principal retired..she has been in our school for about only less than a year..how sad..she's really a good, hardworking, understanding and a cute principal..everyone loves her...we're sure gonna miss her..i wonder who will take over her place..so..it's the last day of school today!!i usualy look forward to any holiday but not really this time..have lots of work to do..moral project..study for monthly test and so on..going to penang tomorrow afternoon..hehe..haven't been there since last december..anyway..Happy Holidays to everyone!! ^_^

Another day..

another day has passed..how time flies..it's the end of tuesday already..well,i went to kl last saturday evening..the traffic was quite jam at night..and i also notice some weird people on the road..while i was chatting with my sis in the car..suddenly i saw a malay man in a car staring at my direction..his car was beside my dad's..so i ignored him and looked away..later came a chinese man in the car..he did the same thing as the malay man..and i think he was worse than the other..he not only stared at our direction..he even smiled..my gosh!!i was so shocked..and i think another one or two drivers did that too..i wonder if that's wat kl people do when they're too bored of getting stuck in the jam..lol..today in school...suddenly my friend asked me if i'm the "sombong" type..haha..i don't know why..do i look too serious and arrogant or what?i think so..well i can't help it..that's just my natural expression..can't expect me to smile all the time..i may end up in TR.haha. doesn't matter anyway..people has been saying that since i was in primary school..and once they get to know me..they realise that i'm actually the "crazy" type..lol..school's kinda fun today..suppose to have chemistry and EST test today but both were postponed!!lucky us..that's all for now lar..got to go watch tv..tv addict..hehe..

God Wipes Our Sins Away

i came across this very nice story..i've forwarded it through mails too..here it is :

One rainy afternoon I was driving along one of the main streetsOf town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick.
Suddenly, my daughter, Aspen, spoke up from her relaxed position in her seat. "Dad, I'm
Thinking of something."

This announcement usually meant she had been pondering some fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all that her six-year-old mind had discovered. I was eager to hear.

"What are you thinking?" I asked. "The rain," she began, " is like sin, and the windshield wipers are like God wiping our sins away."

After the chill bumps raced up my arms I was able to respond. "That's really good, Aspen."Then my curiosity broke in. How far would this little girl take this revelation? So I asked.. "Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?"
Aspen didn't hesitate one moment with her answer:
"We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us."

I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers on.

In order to see the rainbow, you must first endure some rain.

Friday the 3rd

i almost got a heart attack in school today!!!i actually dropped the red house t-shirt money.RM104...that's a very big amount..during recess.i kept all the money in my file..i first went to the next class, 4 Daisy to ask my friend if she wanna buy the shirt..and she said yes..so i pulled out the list and tick her name..then i went to the bookshop to buy envelopes to keep the money..next i headed to the canteen and ate a lil..then to the library to write the list of names..all of a sudden..jing wen appeared and asked me if i have collected any money..then i search for it in my file..and i was shocked i couldn't find any..gosh..where could it be?. she asked me to check properly and really it wasn't there and the red house teacher was just behind me..jing wen just told her the money's gone..den i quickly ran to wherever i've been to before that..1st to the canteen..then back to my class..and then to 4Daisy..i asked them if anyone saw a stack of money..the class rep, sara lee said yes..how much?i said i don't know but it's a lot..that's all i know..she even counted it for me..so kind of her..must really thank her..she saved my life!!lol..otherwise i don't know how am i gonna give the money back..i should say..try not to deal with anything that has something to do with money in school..extremely risky..and i can't believe what i did in class today..it was something good though..somehow don't feel like mentioning it here..lol..there was also a talk today given by the so call "counselor" regarding taking extra subject..i'm still thinking about it..not sure yet.it's all maybeeee.i felt so regret writing my name last few weeks...after attending the "talk" in the media room..all i know is..it's a waste of time and i learned nothing..all she said was about future studies..and that's not the first time she's telling us that..i think if i copy down everything she said and memorize it, "vomit" everything out and i also can be a so call counselor already(but im not interested).i realise that i'm always losing my own things..especially those of sentimental values..how sad..can't be replaced.finally managed to have afternoon nap after so long..dat is why i'm still wide awake here at this time..i think this is a very long post..so im gonna end it here..
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