it's not the money that matters....

i lost a bunch of guitar picks.i've searched high and low and they were nowhere to be found..someone took it? just lost? i don't know..they're not of very high monetary value but each pick is precious to me, even the broken ones, i wouldn't throw them away..none of it can be replaced..

some would say, "so careless" with a 'serve you right' tone, some said "old don't go, new won't come"..some said, "lost is lost"..some said, "i'll bless you with new ones, how many were there?"..some said, "oh, you're so sentimental."

i discovered they were gone after buying some new ones from a church member..maybe i shouldn't have bought any? it was already gone anyway..

yeah, i know it's my carelessness but it's not entirely my fault..that's what i usually do and never thought it was dangerous to be left unattended...hardly anyone would understand how i felt at the point i realised they were nowhere to be found..none of it is replaceable..well unless i can find the same one which is of low possibility..

all i can do now is just pray for another miracle..it's happened before when things i've lost for a long time suddenly appear out of nowhere on my table..i believe it'll happen again...