it's gonna be the end of lecture classes tomorrow..yeah, i should be very happy and indeed i am..but on the other hand..it's freaking me out..exams are getting nearer each day..i can't believe april is coming to an end and i have only a month left to prepare for the upcoming exams..
i really wonder if i can handle it..4 papers which means 4 thick text books to read up..as my lecturer was giving me some advice on how to prepare for the exams today, i felt more and more pressured and worried until i was almost at the verge of breaking down again..somehow, everyone thinks i can do it..everyone thinks it won't be a problem for me..everyone thinks i'm hardworking and smart..friends as well as lecturers..i looked as though i'm always attentive in class and study consistently..the fact is, im not like what everyone thinks but at the same time, i wanna prove them right..that i really can..
i really need God's strength..each time i attempt a question nowadays, i get a bad headache..i don't know why..sleep deprivation? how am i gonna survive through if my brain juice is so little and my brain capacity is so narrow..yeah, i really need to get serious and stop feeling lazy and tired..
anyway, this post is not typed out of emo-ness and depression..
as i reached home today, i saw two unusual looking A4 sized envelopes jutting out of the mail box..i guessed they were mine already..and indeed, they were..
this was the condition of the envelopes when i saw them..
and it says...
oh darn...! must be my exam certificates.. doesn't the postman know english??? and as you can see, it's all wet because it was raining..what a day to rain and what a day for my certs to come..therefore, my certs ain't in such a good condition..guess we need a bigger mail box??
that's all for now..till then!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
do malaysian postmen know english??
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hey my dear dear deeeeeeaaaaaaar friend. i totally und how u feel right now 'cos i'm feeling exactly d same or probably WORST.
i juz came back from crsie's house n i jus realised that there's A LOT more to learn n i STILL can't do a single question! n my mom's nagging me for not starting revision earlier n i'm goin 2 spore 2MORO NITE! n i'm still like only 10% prepared. i seriously am at the verge of breaking down. i seriously feel like crying!
just an advice from your dear fren here, haha, start ur revision early haha cos you've still got time & don't regret bout ur wasted time. wat's gone is gone. no use letting wat's gone to affect you now. worrying doesn't give u more time. but if you want anyone to just hear you lepasing geram, can always call me lol. i'll always keep in you in prayer. i noe you can do it not because you look like someone who pays attention in class and who's hardworking (although i think you are! haha) but because i noe that God is with you and that you are made more than a conqueror and that you'll be able to overcome temptations & that you have the Holy Spirit to help you have more self control. when i'm typing this, i'm reminding myself too actually haha. comforting myself also. LOL. so gambate!dun give up n dun look back!=)
oh n i need your prayer 2! thanks! =)
ok.i shall go study now 2! haha love you friend. you have my support! =)
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