Saturday, April 25, 2009

i've found them...

remember the guitar picks which i've lost weeks ago? i've mentioned it in one of my previous posts...
i saw someone using it in church..one which was among the many picks i've lost together in a small plastic bag..that one wasn't my favourite or anything but indeed, i recognised it because it's a quite extraordinary one because my brother picked it up from the floor in his school and gave it to me.. i'm really sure that was mine..on top of that, that person lent another pick to another person and that pick looked just the same as my very first pick.. there's no way it could be a coincidence...

and once again, i was filled with hope...so after everything was over..i asked the person if he has found a packet of picks...first he said he bought it and the next moment, he didn't seem to understand what i said and needed his friend to be his interpreter.. and in the end, he insisted that his dad gave it to him..first bought then gave? i don't know..eventhough i tried hinting that my missing picks looked like those he was holding, he insisted they were his..

in the end, i gave up..what can i do?? i don't want to make things bad by saying those are mine..and afterall, they're just picks..i have no evidence...and i was at the verge of breaking down once again..i really want them back..or shouldn't i get them back?? then why did i have to see them again when i can't get them back?

i'm really wondering why God revealed them to me? tell me, what should i do? it's so near, yet so far..what should i do? pray for that person to realise and change his mind and return them to me one day? or should i just let go and leave it and ask God to bless him? i told myself not to hold vengeance on him if he gives me back..i believe i can do it..i really wont be mad at him if he gives me back..but why wouldn't he? i am willing to give him the one he was holding or even buy him one..just give me back the rest...

i know this is getting draggy and boring you and i know, it'll probably sound so silly to you..but, tell me..what should i do?

p/s. wasted my time going to school today for the girl guides' enrolment..some unknown junior invited me to go and it was so called from 8am to 12.pm.. i reached there at about 9.15 and guess what? everything was over and they were already playing water games..what the!!?? i simply wanted to see how's it like in 7th coy and i saw nothing..they actually started at 7am and ended at 9.30 am..so my conclusion is, enrolment was horrible..

thanks lost sheep sis for sacrificing your beauty sleep to accompany me..and i'm sorry, it didn't turn out well..and i love your big and mighty dogs especially bubble! thanks for eveyrthing =)

1 comments:

tangsueean♥ said...

ahahaha nvm no prob..bubbles so naughty oso u like haha